HIM

hmmm i met him when we were celebrating isra mi'raj at musholla 43jhs. That was 4 years ago. he was reading Al-Quran, and that's why i loved him till now. he was so cute with his white skin, tall, nice face, dan his smart ofcourse. Everytime i met him, i would look him and didn't awake what happened arround me. AAAAAAAAAAAAANNDDD i thought he knew that i was looking him huhuhuhu (become SHY ❀◕ ‿ ◕❀) I was too shy to say 'hi' to him, so he never know me.

2 years later, he passed the examination and went out from 43 jhs. Yeah! I awoke that i will loose him huhuhuhu (╥﹏╥) but when i was going home after school, i saw him near of pertamina mampang and the opposite of 7grain (now 7eleven) ehen i was going to school. But that was just twice and then i never see him anymore. (╥﹏╥) (╥﹏╥) (╥﹏╥)

day after day, time pass away, and i just can see him from his picture :(((( now I went out from 43 jhs and went to 60 shs. I thought that i must forget him, but when i was going to tooth clinic, i got online twitter, I saw he tweet(ed) about faster ( i forget what faster is ), I retweet(ed) it and asked something.

AAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDD YOU KNOW WHAT? HE REPLIED IT!! OMG THAT WAS SO AMAZING. I THOUGHT THAT I NEVER TALK TO HIM (i know. that was text to text -_--). BUT WHAT? I FEEL LIKE LUCKY GIRL (lebeeeeey).

i was gonna fly but i awoke that i don't have wings -__-- yeah then i said thanks for him. I thought he wouldn't and never reply again, but what? he replied and asked me "who are you?" "where is your shs?" and the most supprise was he knew that i'm shs. OMG I was so glad :D

yeah after somedays have gone, i got online fb, twitter, and msn. But i left msn chat cause i was focused to online fb and twitter. And when I was gonna turn off the pc, i saw 2 chat messages. From sherril

AND YOU KNOW WHO?

yeah ofcourse that was him. But i thought it just notification from msn that he was online

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? HE SENT ME A MESSAGE!!!!

but but but, that wasn't for me. That was for his friend with the same name with me. he said "be patient peh". Actually I knew who he meant, but i pretend that I didn't know and asked him "who is peh?" and bla bla blaaaaa.... And then I got offline cause I was afraid that i will become weird. AND HELL YA!! I WAS WEIRD HUHUHU (" `з´)_,/*(x,☉")

I told everybody that I love the other boy, not him. Actually i just loved him. Yeah I know i'm so stupid. Just my best friend knew the truth.

I hope I can know him deeply, but what? he has had girlfirend. that's make me broke. OMG!! that's so hurts. (╥﹏╥) (╥﹏╥) (╥﹏╥)

I made agreement to God, if I don't meet him and don't get notification or anything from him untill 2nd August 2011 (i'm just awake, that day is his anniv with his Girlfirend for 6months (╥﹏╥)) at 4pm, i will forget him FOREVER!!!!! cause i'm tired of waiting him. I know he never can be mine. So i'm gonna forget him altough i know i can't. I will let him go. so, gonna say goodbye for him and give him ╭∩╮(︶.︶メ)╭∩╮. haha just kidding (っ￣³￣)っ ~♡.

But if I let him go, i will never know. what my life would be holding he closed to me? will I ever see he smiling back at me? How will I know if I let him go? #np if I let you go - westlife #GALAU haha -__-

SOOOOOOO, i thought that i don't want to forget him HªhªhªHªhªHªhªhªHªhªHªhªhªHªhª
okeh, done. so tired to write this (⌣́_⌣̀) ‎​Ħϋ₣₣₣₣ττττ ....

i was thingking that i couldn't publish this blog, but i want everybody know about this hehe
thanks for reading my fucking story HªhªhªHªhªHªhªhªHªhªHªhªhªHªhª